This is complete insanity. It is almost 7AM. I am still awake. My schedule has been a complete and total mess lately and I need to FIX IT.
I’m disappointed because something I thought was going to perhaps be possible is apparently not happening at all and I am not even sure what went wrong. I guess it was really more of a one-in-a-million shot than I really wanted to believe.
A friend of mine who has been with her sweetie for many, many years is getting married. I am happy for them but sad for myself because I won’t get to go to the wedding (unless before then I somehow have a big lottery win). This is the second “big deal to me” wedding that I am going to miss. But I wasn’t even really invited to the first one which I sortve understand but… yeah. At any rate, I am sad to miss these things but I guess if it means I don’t have to go back to The Frozen Tundra, I will make peace with it.
Raining out. Has been most of the night. Looks like the current forecast is rain for the foreseeable future. Great. That’ll do wonders for my sleep schedule being thrown off (she said sarcastically).
Suppose I should wander off and try the whole “sleep” thing. Sorry for the weird blog.